Light
Angel in Darkness
Hello.
To say goodbye properly
will
be the last thing I ever do.
Four past years have kissed us
all our
futures together apart,
and
see, how I had your heart’s
crushed
ground diamante on ice.
Your
head holds its secrets within,
it
leaves me so very far, far behind,
crying out I
shall never understand.
We
broke us both and you in turn
forgave
me, kind smiles, returned
when
I was going through a lot
of
what is now and what is not
quite as it should not ever be.
Swept
up by your warm whirlwind
away,
thoughts of such sinning,
head
reeled in my heart-spinning,
strong
is that black magic you wield
over
me, that I even started to feel:
look
- it is the December of my life,
but living cuts me apart like knives
conjured,
hurled in revolving boards,
I am fast whirling in circus bondage
dizzy, I will always find some place
to rabbit-look
blindly into your face,
shivering as our songs play, then race
around
to find, in my heart, a place
for
you where we always used to know,
so, oh,
my love I have to let you go.
I
will always hear your cellos’ swell
in
rising melody as you complete me.
Sweetie,
I read, in your words, all hell.
Much
could I write, perhaps I don’t.
Many
songs to sing, perhaps I won’t.
In
Angel wings embrace your sorrow
I
will always protect you from tomorrow
to
keep you from that infernal abyss
you
gladly cast me into with a kiss.
Now that
I returned, perhaps, perhaps,
I pulled an ice pick from your back,
for certainly
we, who blush in shame,
will
find there only is nothing to blame.
It's all done. But I’m done melting.
Young enough to begin over, my hands,
strong against
tearing apart, hold hard,
understand
looks and still not too late,
hammer
no hard nails into soft hearts.
We
stand together and we fall together.
We both
still can run, hell for leather,
face
life with a grin. All broken dreams
in
innocence start mending, it seems
music,
love, kisses to lost loved past
might
bring us both back to the start,
to hear
us two sing again, begin again,
is it all for nought? Nothing will come
of
nothing sought. Feelings deepening,
love
so strong but all lost to weeping.
You're my first
thought as morning rises,
mourning our deep late sunset
nights,
when upon you, loss is only dawning.
To her
kitchen sink will you be bound,
me
amongst all our wildflowers found
with Angels, fool's passion growing old,
ambered love struck in buttercup gold.
Away
with farewells, Goodbye kills us both.
Adieu
dark prince, bathe in my sweet toast,
I kiss your journey with affectionate winds
voyaging far away from all our sweet sin.